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Update [19 Nov 2008|08:39pm]

sister_moon
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Life is Beautiful by 6 am ]

You know I would go back to writing in this everyday but really whats the point. I dont even get on the computer everyday anymore. With as much time as I spend online I spend it trying to get caught up on my emails and message boards and at the moment I have an offline journal I have been writing in so that no one can read it because its gotten to a point that a lot of things in my life right now that I want to write about I cant because of the people who read this. *sighs* Oh well who cares. I figure if I stop writing in here long enough people will stop reading it anyways. I realized last night that I have had this journal for 6 years. Holy fucking shit. Its been 6 years since everything went down with us. Wow sometimes it doesnt seem that long and sometimes it seems a lot longer. Amanda still isnt talking to me but I still hold onto hope that one day she will. I mean hell Brandy is talking to me again and I thank god everyday for that. I dont know whats up with Bryonna but there is a slight chance that she may start talking to me again as she has asked her mom about me. I cant believe shes getting married next year. Thats like so mind boggling to me. I cant wait till she has kids but in a way I will sorry for them because I have seen what kind of mother she will make and although she will be a good mom she wont be the best if you know what I mean. Hell she mothered me for years so I know what its like but I am glad shes happy and I do wish her all the best. I am gonna try and go to her wedding although let me tell you whats thats gonna be weird. And it also depends on where I am living at the time because more then likely I wont be living here as much as that hurts to admit. I just dont see it happening. No clue where I will be but I will be somewhere. A new friend introduced me to a new song that I have decided I really like. Its called Life is Beautiful by 6 AM. Its an awesome song. If you havent heard it you should listen to it. Well I will post later. Time to take Jeff to work.

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running commentary [15 Nov 2008|09:51am]

wellspirit
I am angsty about things I should not be angsty about.

Why do I feel the need to do some things when clearly they have been done for me?

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Why do I feel that though some things have been done, the effect is quite beyond my reach, one way or another.

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Why do I get all bound up about little things that don't really matter in the long run? Oh, wait, I know the answer to that one.

I feel like making angry accusations. If I had a box of crayons and a big piece of paper, I would scribble darkly burgandy, burnt umber, black, and forest green.

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I feel like no one gets it.
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...has gotten better at hating Dick Cheney [12 Nov 2008|11:25am]

cataleptik

become more skilled at it...as if I had spent ten years working on one cabinet.

 

Got any wood?

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Still alive [10 Nov 2008|03:28pm]

sister_moon
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Without You from Rent ]

I'm sorry I havent updated in a while. I dont have time right now but I will try to do it later. Hope everyone out there who reads this is okay and isnt worrying to much.

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i've been busy...deprogramming the anarchists [07 Nov 2008|05:02pm]

cataleptik


 

i've been busy...deprogramming the anarchists.  a complex job involving BOTH initiative and love...

 

...as well as a sense of possible futures beyod fate, a sense that we as beings could create a better world -- yet still a world of surprises and unpredictable outcomes.

 

a job that will have...great consequences.

 

unity cognition



earth understanding, evolution to new more balanced way of relating with earth as our focus, recognize that we come out of the earth and are her natural product, we belong to her, she belongs to us, but we recognize the error of the Hoarders, she is of infinite abundance...we recognize ourselves as units in her creation, fragments of her Manifestation...



we had to see the shattered self at work as governments who had forgotten to take care of the people and had become war-generating and fear-producing machines with no ability to provide anything to the people that they needed that they could not obtain for themselves.
 
awakened, the people began abandoning the set way of life the Governments offered them, for a less predictable yet more potentially fulfilling way was opening before them...


...because they wanted to!
 
inevitably people found that giving in to their deepest desires was not a bad thing, and and an action that let them see a world that the nine-to-five slave to industry lifestyle--

 



 



 



--was not allowing them to see, the world of artificial sleep schedules and menial, teeth-gritting, menial labor...


 


 


...people started getting free.



we came to realize that our world of free will was by definition an anarchic and open-ended, positive and growth-oriented way of life.
we had to be positive, we had the momentum of utopian desires propelling us...the pessimists were the ones who didn't have time to check us out, they were already self convinced of the necessity for failure, so we let them do whatever it was they did and just lived our lives.

a lot of the losers who couldn't evolve went back to try and fight the Takers, fight the Dominators to "force" them to change...


they were not self examined...they were just fighting to keep the fight alive, when we discovered how much simpler it was to let their systems rot from within and just TAKE what we needed. working for them seemed synonymous with strangling one's self; difficult and pointless.



we started helping each other with our problems; their heartless psyhoanalysis was no longer gonna do it. we opened up our shaman's bag and pulled out our love, our knowledge of who we are, our commitment to the earth, not just the land but the whole paradigm, and we broke free of their tyrannical way of life...the world became our playground at that time, and we lived among them. but they trudged as if too heavy to walk, we danced, surfed, floated by, watching with energy and motivation to make our zines and work our garders and extend our sensual horizons...

ALSO:
 

Now my chief objective is to establish beyond even a remote doubt that communism, so-called, is an integral part of the Illuminati great conspiracy for the enslavement of the entire world. That communism, so-called, is merely their weapon and bogy man word to terrify the peoples of the whole world and that the conquest of Russia and the creation of communism was, in great part, organized by Schiff and the other international bankers right in our own city of New York.

A fantastic story? Yes. Some might even refuse to believe it. Well; for the benefit of any doubting Thomas I will prove it by reminding that just a few years ago Charlie Knickerbocker, a Hearst newspaper columnist, published an interview with John Schiff, grandson of Jacob, in which young Schiff confirmed the entire story and named the figure old Jacob contributed, $20,000,000.

If anybody still has even a remote doubt that the entire menace of communism was created by the masterminds of the great conspiracy right in our own city of New York; I will cite the following historical fact: All records show that when Lenin and Trotsky engineered the capture of Russia; they operated as heads of the Bolsheviks party. Now "Bolshevism" is a purely Russian word.

The masterminds realized that "Bolshevism" could never be sold as an ideology to any but the Russian people. So in April 1918; Jacob Schiff dispatched Colonel House to Moscow with orders to Lenin, Trotsky, and Stalin to change the name of their regime to the Communist Party and to adopt the Karl Marx "Manifesto" as the constitution of the Communist Party. Lenin, Trotsky, and Stalin obeyed; and in that year of 1918 was when the Communist party and the menace of communism came into being. All this is confirmed in Webster's Collegiate Dictionary, Fifth Edition.

In short; communism was created by the capitalists.

 

 

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